That Hurt!

I feel like I'm ready to start beating my head on the desk. Wait I did that last week (I'm serious, I hit my head on my desk. I still have a knot and light bruise) School is really getting to me. I know I should be able to handle it better but since I work full time, its hard. I know it's not supposed to be easy but man, let up. I can't find any info for my final paper and she wants an Annotated Works sheet due next week. I can't seem to find anything. I do have a couple things at home that might help but as far as finding stuff in the local library, good luck. Maybe it's the area I'm in or something. I can't seem to find books on it. I don't want to use just online sites and periodicals. I figured I would find at least a few books but to no avail.

I can't wait til this semester is over. I was thinking about going back full time next year but I think that all depends on what kind of job I'm holding. I wish I wouldn't have screwed up the first time around. But at least I learned from my mistakes and I won't make them again. I am determined to go home and work on as much homework as I can. I don't think I have anything else to do at the moment. I mean I have a heaping pile of laundry but my wash machine isn't the best. We need a new one bad and I don't want to go sit at a laundromat twiddling my thumbs.

I'm complaining too much. I don't like when I do that. There are people out there who have a full time job, kids and go to school and they seem to be coping with it just fine. Why can't I? Well its time to stop the pity-party and get on with it.